I’m not going to pretend that I’ve been busy since the events of my “Weakness” video. I’ve been preparing, mentally, emotionally, all of that, for what I’ll be doing very soon.
I found out about this though Mark, one of the people that Connor tried to kill. Mark said that when he left his house, he apparently left with info about TheAbbeyDiaries (another survivor that he already visited) and this remaining one, OsirisChronicles. If this guy is the last person that Connor plans to visit before coming to kill me, then he’ll be the last person I help by warning.
I don’t plan on making anymore videos after this because I don’t think I’ll live after I do what Idolon wants me to do. But in case I do, I’m taking my camera with me. If I live, the footage will be put online. If not then hopefully someone that finds it will one day see what happened. That’s all I ask for, at this point.
I consider it a gift from Idolon. He left it, in the form of a tape, in my mailbox on Christmas morning. Most of the footage seems to be from late 2011, around Christmastime, while the rest looks like my security footage from a month ago. I remember it now. And it’s lifted my spirits.
Even after I gave up on myself, Idolon still has faith that I can get through this. And I will. Erik would have wanted that. Susan would want that.
I will get through this.
And soon.
Not much longer and I’ll be on my way to “where the lies started”.
Like before, I won’t be able to progress at ALL if you all don’t help me out. Help me translate the bullshit in the back of Idolon’s clue, and if you can, help me figure out what it means. I realize that I’m asking a lot of random internet people, but the way I see it, you’re all a lot smarter than I am about all this shit. I’d even venture to say that, without you, I wouldn’t have gotten this far at all.
Anyways, what I have so far are “STARTED” and “WHERE”. I feel like there’s a lot more that I need to find, and I hope to find whatever it is soon.
I did it.
I found the first REAL clue.
I can fucking end this.
Here are both sides of the paper Idolon sent me:
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If anyone can help me decode it, that’d be great. If you could help me figure out whatever it means afterward, that’d be even better. I need all of your help now more than ever. Connor is probably still on the move, and the longer I wait, the more innocent people will get hurt. Please. Help me.
To see all of the places that Connor has visited, follow these links:
I have to get a move on and find more of what Idolon left me. Connor won’t stop looking for other people… despite how awfully he’s handling them (Thank God he’s a moron). Susan is going to be okay. I just know it.
Hello Abbey. My name is Connor.
I learned about you through an old friend.
Perhaps you remember MARK?
His fate was not as disclosed as I had hoped.
But I was able to find you THROUGH HIM.
You are so quiet, Abbey.
Why must you torment yourself with silence?
JOIN OUR COLLECTION,
and let your voice be heard.
You have two days to respond.
I’ll be IN YOUR AREA by then.
Sorry about the poor quality. I was more worried about the fact that I had a massive gash on the right side of my head to be upset over some fucking pixels. Now that i think of it, I’m pretty sure that impact should have killed me.
Now that Susan is gone, I wish that it fucking had.
I want to continue searching for Idolon’s clues, but without her here, I have no drive to want to do so. The only shred of confidence that I have left is that, if I find what he wants me to, maybe Susan will come back to me, and all of this will be over.
I’m not doing what Connor says. And I think that, since he’ll be busy “recruiting”, he won’t be keeping tabs on my progress.
I will try my best to find the next clues, especially if it’ll get Susan back. I may be gone for days, weeks, maybe even a month, before I find anything. Susan, if you see this somehow, know that I’m doing everything I can. You’ll be okay, I promise.